Thursday, June 11, 2009
i'm damn fuckin blur nw. why does this happen..wad really happen.hw come it will become like this..i dun wish to lose someone. but i cant force someone to stay with me forever.but why..felt like crying. yea. i'm such a fucking ah gua. laugh at me pls. mock at me all u can. wad oso cant do. onli knw hw to cry? who says guys cant cry.since i dare say i dun mind wad ppl say me.don't u knw crying is the best way to release ur stress and emotions? it clears ur mind. ur heart. i wanted to do smth. but i duno wad i can do. have you changed? or have i done anything wrong? change as in not personality...wad i mean was...heart. am i thinking too much? i hope so. guys tend to get jealous easily. anyone wants to have some spar? tag in my tagboard pls. i wanna release my stress. anyone who thinks that u are a good fighter one lai. tag in my tagboard.
to the one who knw wad i am talking abt... single is good. yea. freedom. wan do wad jiu do wad. no restrictions. wan get guys/gals number. wan go out with guys/gals oso can. but since u love someone, why would u still wants single more than attached? u are willingto giv up a relationship jz becos tt u wants the feeling of single? u said u dun mind giving up relationship at anytime. its nt becos of frens more impt. frens and relationship. you cant giv up frenship becos of relationship.but u oso cant giv up relationship jz becos of frenship. becos both are impt. the main thing was becos u still have _____ much more % than mine. or maybe nw, none alr.if it was him, would u giv up a relationship and get to have a single feeling? would u say that u dun wan to be attach becos attached nid to avoid these avoid that? WOULD YOU? u said that my personality and ur personality are the same. we will repell away frm each other.this are just excuse. if we really love each other. why mind all these? rmb the days that u promised me that u will not leave me? u oso promised that if there are any problems in ur heart u will tell me? but what are these nw. huh? what are these nw. "if u were my normal fren i would tell u..." guys promise are fake what are YOURS!. WHERE ARE UR PROMISES! TELL ME! i would really wan bak the days we chat on fone for alot alot hours. everyday..BUT NOT THE STATUS. its jz that i duno why we felt more APART when whe are tgt. could we find one day at talk our hearts out? dun tell me that u cant face me and tell me hw u are feeling again. i really really wish the old us with the present status. audi,chat on fone,slp chat on fone. i'll promise if we can really get bak like the past us, everynight we before we slp, i will send u ur fav long long long long msg.really. long long msg. no quarrels of who send to who.all will be jz me, sending to you. alright? lets get bak to the past us pls...dun be cold to me anymore..
♥Our Love♥
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